I think that it *might* be beneficial for you to explore your feelings with her. Plus, I think it only fair for her to truly understand how you are viewing the relationship.
I am concerned though of what you expect out of this disclosure. Do you expect the feelings to be returned to the level that you are feeling them?
I guess, with your mentioning that she is 45 but that she looks younger, makes it sound like you're clinging to the hope that she will love you in a way that I'm afraid would be inappropriate.
I do hope there is discussion. And that if there is love there, she can explain how you can LOVE without being IN LOVE.
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