Hey Cat Eyes, thanks for the well wishes! I appreciate it

! I am so happy that you are trying the gum. I say go for anything that works. Take it slow and have faith in yourself that you CAN do it! I know it's hard. And, I know that some people probably can't do it.
Trippin Mickey, I totally understand where you are coming from. You're right....it is your choice. And if it's working for you amidst your troubles - than do what you want to do.
Blue Vixen, I am sorry that you lapsed. I did it many times in the past. If it's what you want then please get back on the horse and give it another go. We all just have to do what we feel in our hearts, and go at our own speed. I have even made it through a very stressful family medical crisis without smoking. It's been hard. I miss it everyday, but I feel completely free!