so close to hurting myself tonight
and "they" would be glad
sick and tired of the blame, guilt and shame
its WRONG!!!!!!!!!
sick of being silent and scared
sick and tired of the bad dreams waking me up
and I scream silently into my pillow
I deserve to be free of that ****, I'm SICK of it!
sorry, in a bad place, i should probably freakin shut up
who cares if i cut and hurt myself badly, again, I dont!