I have never been able to stick with a job. After the first few weeks I start calling out sick and eventually quit when I have enough of an excuse to give to others as to why I left. I'm sure they see through it but it's just tough getting up and going somewhere every day. I work but locally and it's really not much of a job but it pays the bills and I'm comfortable there. I have always felt like a failure for not knowing what I want to do with my career life. I have no desires there other than to make money which I need to live.