I did it! I told her and she replied by saying I always knew you had a "crush" on me after all thats what we therapists do....try to read our clients feelings and emotions. In turn she said no I am not going to walk away from you for feeling that way I will help you through it. Though at the end of session something ticked she said I will be out of office until monday I'm going to Canada with a friend.........my heart dropped see I have this other "obsession" in which I see her car at her office and I'm fine if I don't I'm screwed but not really its just a reaction of the mind. Anyway thanks for the support I just can't believe I did it.