I know this is strange...to be asking for comfort...just not sure where to post.. how to post...

I am DID... yesterday... I totally lost the day...a whole..day...

My alter.. went to a farm... dug plants...

Last night.. full blown asthma.. couldn't hardly move because I have fibrom..everything.. is screaming....

My alter has neither... in my garage are these plants...

So my breathing is.. haven't the word - wheezing still.... my body hurts...

and what do I do with these plants???

she was trying to do what her T told.. us to do.. to "get a life".. and not be depressed about her son.. so she did that... and hurt.. our body...

so you understand???

I just need someone.. to hear my pain.... my body... my wheezing...please?????

what do I do.. with the plants....??????????