Ya here it is .Im bipolar so i never ever trust my first responds . I make very slow choices .sometimes they are right other time well im lucky I havent killed someone yet ! I dont like jail and there are times when I would do some crazy **** . It took me along time to get it . I cant trust myself with the first thought that comes in to my head . Give you self tme to think things over your start to look back at some off the choices you would have made that were wrong and that when you get it . Hope this helps