I worked five years as a paramedic and seventeen as a critical care RN and loved my job and was good at it. But the day my boyfriend came to the hospital and threatened to kill me there I realized I had no safe place and my brain scrambled and I have not worked for ten years now. I want to teach again but I am having trouble concentrating and studying. I don't know if I can work again or not. But I am relatively young (50) and I hope I can improve and be productive again. For now I have guilt because I am so messed up.