i really hope you can overcome this issue.

i used to feel exactly the same way and swore that when i grow older i will get implants (i have hypoplastic breasts - very childlike like yours). i thought i was a freak, my breasts didn't look like breasts at all - that was until i was on a finnish forum and someone had started a discussion about "tubular breasts" (another term for hypoplastic breasts) and posted a gallery.

sure, in the thread, some people said hypoplastic breasts were ugly, the original poster should have had surgery... nasty stuff like that.

but i realised that if i did get implants, that just wouldn't be me. that would be me trying to fit into the society's standards. that isn't me. i've always wanted to be true to myself despite of my insecurities (trust me, there are a lot of them).

you can look at this in many ways, but this is what i think.

if one believes implants would make them happy - then i don't see why they shouldn't get them.

i'm just not the type - my conscience wouldn't be clear.

mental hugs to all from
katie