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I understand how you feel. I saw my T on Tuesday....it was an emotional session and I've been feeling awful. I really want to talk to him again, but just like you, I don't know what to say. And I don't really know if I'm allowed to call/email.
Anyway, why don't you send an email to your T and just say how you're feeling and you wanted to touch base. Maybe it will make you feel better to get a little bit of a connection with your T, even if you don't know if/how it could help.
sending hugs and happy thoughts...

ktgirl