
Sep 11, 2008, 05:49 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2008
Location: Missouri
Posts: 53
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Had a good session with my T today.
I am a tedious person and sometimes I have been known to rant ~~a lot, but he takes it in stride.
I love my T in a platonic way...But I will never tell him this because it feels like a weakness to me. Besides he could never return it. With love comes great responsibility that I don't really need right now. The people I love already (Family) have difficulty returning my love or just plain don't love me. They are done.
T is very supportive and nurturing in a Zen kind of way. I am grateful for this for five years he has been good to me even if I do not deserve it. Because sometimes I am damaged goods, and I act like it. Sorry, it's true.
Thank you for listening.
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