((((((((((((((katie))))))))))))))
I understand. It's hard sometimes for me to find out I missed things or things happen that I don't remember. My biggest disappointments are when I miss my children's events or activities. Though the body and some part of the brain goes, sometimes I feel robbed of the time spent with them.

I struggle sometimes with "losing" money as well. If I have cash or checks on me, money gets spent, especially cash. Usually my cards are okay for the most part though thankfully.

While I don't have much memory of going to college (I went as a later adult), I was an A student as well. People say I should be proud, but it's hard to be when I don't remember anything and am not sure how I did it. If I went back today, just this part, I would really struggle.

I hope things will settle down for you soon. Be gentle with yourself. It sounds as if you are doing the very best you can do.