Awww Katie.....could it be that you secretly wanted him to find it so that maybe you could have a talk about what was bothering you back then? Maybe now you are in a better place to discuss it with him then you were a few months ago? I'm sure you realize that if you give out hints and ideas of what is out there, he would want to try to find it. It's human nature hon.
(((((((((((((( katie ))))))))))))))))

sabby