ahhhh. i know. it's such a stupid thing, i should be able to talk about it, it's nothing. besides, he just texted me this minute saying he's sorry if he's made me anxious with that e-mail. well i sure am anxious (or maybe not anxious - just ashamed and feel stupid lol)! but i plan on writing a reply before i go to bed.

his reassurance has already worked to an advantage since i think i trust him a little bit more now - i was convinced he would leave me for some japanese cyber gf i thought he had - which i guess isn't true at all.

ahhh well it's time to put words into action.. so here i go. thanks so much for your support (((sabby)))!