hospitals ask questions. if i lie and say self-inflected then they'll find it werid i don't know what chemical. if it's not something that i can help at home then i can maybe try an anonymous clinic but i hate those, it gets complicated and it depends on other things.

i did eyewash on my eye but that was killing me so i stopped. wearing a gauze over it right now because it's messy and looks disgusting and hurts (not that a gauze eases the pain).

tried doing the flushing on the arm and hand (ty) but it was too painful so i stopped. i keep ice for my forehead for when i feel really dizzy but i'm not really sure if it helps or just makes my headache worse. i did twist my arm though which i guess adds to the pain.

i covered my hand (i always normally wear gloves anyways) but the material kinda got stuck to my skin (idk how, it caught on the ksin or something) so i'm trying to avoid covering the arm (keeping eye covered with gauze though).

ty everyone