Katie, thanks for being kind to me. You are right emotional abuse hurts even more because you can't get away. When the T is as bad as an abuser it gets awful confusing and just awful.

Wanttoheal, Thank you too, Things really are better than they were. When I could not let out any anger or feelings it made me be in so much physical pain it was horrible, horrible, awful. So, some of this posting was because I read someone's troubles finding a good T and it made me remember my bad T and I decided to tell on what she did to me. She was wrong to treat me that way and she took advantage of me when I was too hurt to take proper care of myself. I do not like that woman!!!! GRRRRRR

Rachel the Angry Pixie and Jane