(((jinnyann)))

i totally agree with beadlady. the fact that you are processing these memories is a sign of you being strong. i know you may not feel that way... it takes time to accept stuff like that.

i also often ran to my abuser... but i did not realise she was abusing me at the time. maybe that was your case too back when this incident happened?

anyways, i don't think you're a big baby or a bad or a sick person. here, nobody ever gets judged. that's why i love this place. we're all equal and worthy here. =)