<- that is such a good smiley for this board! though i think there should be more variations to it, since there are much larger systems than the picture represents...

how did it go at md's?

i've also felt like just packing my bags (though it's difficult, everybody wants so much stuff with them!) and leaving this life for ever and ever. but i can't. i kinda promised someone i wouldn't attempt to take my life again - well i didn't promise but i'm afraid of making them angry. dang with them people never understanding.

basically i think i'm ok for now. if only there could be more co-consciousness! bah.

<- the (very unfortunate) consequences of running away