You all make good points and I agree.
I think the next time I go in to see him, I will explain, try some "I feel" statements, and try and work it out because he IS a good doctor otherwise.
When i wrote this i was pretty anxious and cranky but I guess i can understand his side of things too if i think about it.
I just dont like being told to go up to see him and then not seeing him as if me and my problem were just swept away under a rug.. it doesnt have a good feeling to it you know?