hey hun *hugs* i've already told you no harm was done and no offense was taken.

the beauty about chat is we can all be there in real time to help each other through the baddest hardest times regardless of location.

i know myself how flashbacks can produce so much anger and hurt inside, so much so you don't know how to eradicate it in a safe way. i'd rather you trusted me..and others here...enough to come into chat and vent than hurt yourself.

you also have to remember you've been through a lot lately...losing your friend, the stuff going on with your kids. it's all deeply hurtful stuff and with hurt comes anger. anger that it happened, anger that you had no control over it to stop it, anger that you can't just make it better by the will of your heart...it's human ok?

please just know that i feel for all you are going through alone just now...and you should know by now i don't mind being here for you ok?

Big Love and Hugs for you ALL