thankyou guys muchly. its nice to see people care without me having to try and sort everyones life out. i dont think the people i like expect it as such, but i think i should. i think i see suc a supportive group here and i feel slightly guilty for perhaps doing quite well, and not doing every single thing i can to help others who are having issues. iono.

thanks corky and rozzy. u guys are the greatest. and i appreciate your input. i appreciate everyones.

tis also nice to know people get it. i couldnt explain it to other people i know because they wouldnt.

i shall work on things. ill get there eventually. because i hate feeling guilty for not devoting my life to other people. but deep down i do know i have to look after myself too.