Hi EarthMama, makes sense to me. I understood perfectly what you meant and all the struggles with letting someone get close and feeling an overwhelming need to run away because anyone who wants to get close to you is just a sicko and is going to do something messed up to you. And afterwards you're left with the aftermath. Completely understand. It's one of the things I HATE about therapy and utterly cannot stand. I would have felt really sad and weird too after that session.