I went to the chat room lobby. one by one everybody left. nobody likes me. ouch. i guess i won't go back there. it scares me anyway. i was gonna try to get over being scared of there, but ok. not tonight i won't.

moods are weird things. they can go away just like that, but only when they are bad moods. bad moods get worse fast. they only get good slow.

i want to run away from home. if i wait 12 or so hours someone else is going to leave home and then i will be alone and not care about running away from home. i wish he was already gone cos he's not very sweet. he's grumpy and tired and i asked if i emailed him on his business trip would he email back. he said, "i'll try". boy that made me feel loved. dumb boy. dumb stupid mean boy. fink, rat fink, double rat fink. grrrrrr
i don't like boys they are all dumb rat finks.

pixie rachel and pixie jane and leli ----->members of we hate boys club.