that's not true, i like all of you!

as for myself, i don't go to chat because a) it doesn't work and b) i'm afraid i wouldn't have anything to say and i would get all shy.

Why is it that the "broken" people are usually the ones who are kinder than the unbroken people?

wish i knew! i remember back at the hospital it was much easier to be sociable, there was not one silent moment. and finnish people are very quiet by nature, it was very weird, i have never seen strangers talking like that. now in reality... people are rude, quiet, i feel like they hate me.

but the truth is that it's just the culture, that they are kinda like me, shy, not familiar with me therefore afraid to say something.. they don't know what to say because they don't know me.

these are such weird things, and it takes so much to realise that it's not you.