Pat,

I wonder if there is something you could do to talk back to that voice saying you aren't worthy of them...something like attach a little note to the sun visor of your car that says, "I DO deserve good things." Maybe that idea's not the right thing for you, but just something that can stop the negative self-talk in its tracks.

Because the one thing I am sure of is, you definitely are worthy of good things, especially something like this, that would make you feel better about yourself.

*hugs*
Jo