Ha, LOL, sorry to be so indecipherable. My thoughts rebel so at the single file requirement of writing them down, that in the ensuing fracas, what finally appears on a page is often either over wrought or stripped to the bone.

All I mean is that in terms of our philosophies, while bp can seem like the ultimate stressor to the practice of or faith in them, it ends up sparking our inquiry into them.

LOL, I'm starting to see that right after I say, "all I mean is..." something more confusing than the original is likeley to follow.

Like in relation to helping others, as you referred to in your previous post, cycling takes you away from helping others according to the bp as nemesis idea. According to the bp as gateway idea, your cycle opens the understanding of receiving help too. I'm always going on about perspective it seems.

Anyway, you're not slow in any sense, I just tend to write like an *** sometimes. LOL But, I'm ok with that.