This is what got my immediate attention: "I work 2 jobs and am in school "

Most, if not all of the stuff you complain of could be caused by chronic fatigue.

I don't think you have much chance of improving anything if you are exhausted.

You might check with your school's financial aid office. Schools have an interest in their student's success and you may be able to get loans or grants that will enable you to drop one or both jobs so that you can sensibly educate yourself.

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