LOL, you silly, silly sqrl! You most certainly do NOT write like an ***, quite the contrary! I think I got it now...because of the bp cycle I'm experiencing at present, it is allowing me to be more contemplative of these very philosophies I hold so dear, right? When in stasis, I don't think about it quite so conscientiously...I just do it, live it, be it. However, when I'm put in a state where I'm only allowed to consider these philosophies...it's broadening the horizons of my being able to live it out once this cycle comes to a close and therefore more deeply connect with others than pre-cycle, right? LOL, this is harder to write about than I thought. I'm the one writing this and I can't keep up or keep track of what I'm trying to say. Nonetheless, as a result of these interactions with you sqrl, I'm seeing things in a newer and brighter light. Thanks Hon! Tgrspurr