{{{{{{{{{{{{Booboo}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I understand completely - it is almost like my life with my husband.......terrible isn't it, when you flinch everytime someone comes near you because you expect to get hit?

Do you have children? If so, how old are they? I'm surprised you haven't shut down by now, so that you don't really feel the physical abuse.

You do need to get away from him if you can..........crisis centers are a big help and if you see a therapist or your own doctor, they can help as well.

You have rights........and one is to live.

Mary Alice