I need to stop drinking. I got really drunk last night. I ended up throwing up several times and then drinking some more. I was guzzling the beers like crazy. I blacked out eventually. Apparently, I spent $120 I didn't have on drugs. That's what happens when I get drunk, I always want drugs...

I was really mean to my husband last night. He told me today he has had it with my drinking. I guess I've had it too. But it's so hard to stop. I don't drink every day or anything but I do drink regularly on the weekends.

I am unable to drink responsibly. If I have one, I'll have fifteen.

I don't really know how I'm going to do this. I always seem to fail.

Thanks for reading

-Heather