Saphael,

Thanks for explaining, but I hope you will not abandon who you are. What would be in the place of your self? Who you are is unique, one of a kind. I hope you do talk to the school counselor. Maybe that person can help in some way. Good daughters don't disappear, good daughters try to be the best of who they REALLY are. That may not make sense to you, but no imitation can ever replace what is genuine in a person. I'm sorry things are so difficult right now. Sounds like your parents have some problems also. Hang in there, ok?

Leslie