KathyM,
I am sorry for the casual cruelty that has been happening to you it must hurt your heart and discourage you. I don't know you, but I know pain and cruelty. I wish I knew words to lift your heart and inspire your faith and courage. Please know that in here today I am not ignoring you and you matter. It's such a small thing in the face of big needs. You are in my thoughts and prayers also today. Hug
Leslie/Pixies