I am honestly confused, and have been obsessing on it and distressing on it since email? I do not understand are my posts bad and that I have an alter or DID?

I am trying to figure it out. I know I have been awake since the other night, only I am not intentually trying to bad or mean. I just cant sleep.

I am not sure all the way if an alter is typing the replys or not. I think possibly I do have DID and others. PTSD, Bipolar 1 with mixed states moderate, OCD, ADHD, and do not intend to upset people.

I may have taken the mental decomensation wrong. I take my medicine honestly I do. Only the decompensation of my self is happening to me. I am having troubles making sense of what I read.

chris