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Sep 15, 2008, 04:02 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2008
Location: east of the sun, west of the moon
Posts: 2,259
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LAST WEEK, ON A NO-SLEEP NIGHT I SENT FORWARDS FORWARD. SOMEONE GOT IN MY FACE ABOUT PUTTING HER ADDRESS OUT THERE. I WAS NOT SURE HOW I GOT HER ADDRESS ANYWAY, SO I APOLOGISED AND TOOK HER OFF MY CONTACTS LIST. THE END, NO BIG DEAL.
TODAY, AN OLD FRIEND TACTFULLY EXPLAINED HOW TO BLIND CARBON COPY - WHICH UNFORTUNATELY I BARELY UNDERSTOOD - AND THEN ASKED ME TO NOT LET HER ADDRESS GET OUT THERE AGAIN. I APOLOGISED AND GOT OFF THE EMAIL AND WANTED TO CRY. I FEEL SO STUPID TODAY, SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF FOR BEING HUMAN AGAIN.
MY MOODS ARE UNSTABLE RIGHT NOW, AND I'M NOT BIPOLAR. I JUST FEEL LONELY AND ADRIFT, SUDDENLY HATING MY CARELESSNESS AND MISTAKES. I RUSH INTO SOMETHING AND BLOW IT.
I THINK I WILL GO FIND A CAVE TO LIVE IN. I SUCK.
ANGRY LESLIE PIXIE  
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