please dont lose sleep. I am having trouble decifering and understanding the thoughts and insights coming to me so quickly- I posted to releive myself and set out my thoughts visually. I posted here because I have had episodes of psychosis and been variously diagnosed with schizophrenia and related disorders and endured all forms af treatment except lobotomy and insulin shock. You have done and said nothing to object to and your confusion and efforts to understand are apparent and earnest. I regret to find I have become close to "a danger to self or OTHERS" and am making all efforts to remain as conventionally psychotic as possible yet still thoughtfull.
Sorry you have suffered distress at my posting.
Please do not respond as I need no fortification .