I feel like so much is going on lately. Today is the one year anniversary of the death of my uncle. He died at 56 of cancer. He was taken from us very quickly. I sometimes still have a hard time with it.
My neice, who is 15 (turns 16 next month) was diagnosed with Lupus a month ago. She is such a wonderful girl, full of love and life. She is having a really hard time with swelling joints right now, very painful for her.
My nephew (brother of my neice) who is 2 has been in the hospital since Monday. He has a virus (cant pronounce it or spell it) and has become severly dehydrated. I'm used to talking to him on the phone everyday. I havent talked to him since Saturday. It makes me so sad cause he is such a sweet baby.
I feel for my sister, she has been handling all this like a champ. I dont think I could ever hold up the way she is. I would crumble like a cookie. She is strong. I just dont know how she is doing it. Where is she finding her stenghth?
Anyway, with all this, I'm feeling very down and BLAH. Just BLAH!!! I'm trying to keep my chin up but it's hard. I'm tired. I'm really, really tired. Why can't anything go right, for once?