It took a few years to understand, and I still have a hard time believing it sometimes. But I was just recently diganosed with DID.

It's very difficult for me to have friends or relationships or even be around people because of how strange and "crazy" I seem. I only have 2 good friends. I like this community being here for me, it makes me happy.

I need to find a therapist who can help "fix" the "problem" of DID.

I'm afraid to, because my alters are the only thing that hold me together as a human and my soul and my mind... if that makes any sense. I'm terrified to not have them anymore... They're scared too and I'm afraid they will interfere with the therapist. They've done it several times.

Any suggestions?