Saturday is when he told me that he was still unhappy in our home. It had been about a month since the first time he told me that he was unhappy and needed some space. I've tried asking him what about our home or situation makes him feel so bad and again I get I don't know.

What really worries me is he's not sure what he wants, he just doesn't know. I'll ask him if he even wants to be with me anymore and just says I don't know. He says he is emotionally numb and just doesn't know anything anymore. When he first left for 3 days at least then he told me that he did want to be me, he just needed to work through this.

Since Saturday things have kind of fallen back into our old routine and I don't want to get comfortable thinking he is okay when he is not. Our relationship has been on the back burner for a while. I know that he needs to figure things out for himself before we can try to start fixing things between us. I'm trying to be supportive and positive but it's driving me crazy that he doesn't even know if he wants to be in this relationship with me. I'm willing to do almost anything to try to save our relationship and it just feels like he is ready to throw it away. If he could just say that I don't make him happy and he wants to move on at least I would have closure and I could move on. That is last thing that I want but it is better than I have no idea if I still want you or not. Thank you for the advice. Just typing all this out is helping relieve alot of stress.