One of the unjust realities of "our" disease Roz,,is that in the end there is really not much anyone can do for us. And often when they do, it can be counter productive,,by enabling this disease a few more precious days to kill us.

I have read your words Roz,,and you have a great sense of value and worth..you cannot give what you don't have and you share these characteristics to most of the folks you type too..

You know your worth it...the people who love you know your worth it along with many people who have been Graced with your attention.

That's not the problem here.

You have an addiction that is more powerfull than you. You will not be able to fix it yourself.

When you accept this,,,things will begin to change.

Not a moment before.

With deepest care,

Lenny