I am not sure where to begin, this is not something I do anymore but I used to masturbate while looking at my wifes genatalia while she was sleeping, she would know that I was doing it and would get very angry with me the next day or few days later. She and I feel like I have a serious sexual addiction problem even though I haven't done it in quite some time. She was sexually molested as a child so this doesn't make things any easier between us. She was also raped multiple times as a young adult. As I mentioned I have stopped doing this, she doesn't feel that she can trust me, and sees me as a predator. I need to find out what I can do to fix this, and I need to find out what I can do to earn her trust again. On top of the masturbating I did look at FREE internet porn, specifically female crotch shots (which I also no longer look at). I also used to try to initiate sex with my wife while she was sleeping by messaging and fondling her genatalia, she also did not appreciate this, and also finds it hard to trust me. I need help to try and figure this out, it has been very difficult to understand, our marriage is on the rocks, we have a house and home with kids......there is so much more to share, this runs very deep and only scratches the surface. So if my wife is reading this, please know that I can only address so much at a time...