I post to thank you all for "trying to understand" I have stayed w/ this forum & have tried to give old sage advice; because I was Dx'd in 1986. Members seem to feel that since it's been so long, I cannot "relate" Like HELL! Every experience I've read from all of you who are just "starting your journey" is emblazed in my brain!! You're on a long road, you will experience the wind getting knocked out of you; events that will make you want to give up; crawl under a rock; feel like a freak; etc.. confusion, joy, severe depression, clueless,scared as hell, eventually a light at the end of the darkness that you've been used to as "insanity"...putting the pieces of the shattered pot back together......BUT, it takes a lot of TIME!! (and tears)...

My time is up here.....

((((((((((((((((( DAYZEE)))))))))))))))))))))