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I can feel your pain...........quite literally.
Wanna hear some old sage advice??? Use a red marker and pretend it is a blade...it works! (just don't use a permanent marker)Yell, scream, whatever when you make a "cut" Get it out of your system! Follow w/ a good cry!
Repeat as necessary........
Penny for your thoughts.......hugs by the ton!!!
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