The sad thing is I thought everything was fine before he told me a couple month ago that he was depressed. Last winter he mentioned that he had been feeling really down and didn't say anything else up until then. I just want to understand what he has to be depressed about . . . we have a beautiful, healthy 2 year old son . . . a nice house . . he has a good paying job. I know his job stresses him out sometimes but he says that it everything in general that has him depressed and won't go into any details.

I was pretty upset this morning when I woke up and he told me that he wanted to be with me. I want to believe that but a part of me just thinks he saying it just to make me happy. Last night he told me he was going to be home around 7, so I cooked supper and he didn't show up until about 10:30. I called him on his cell like 5 times and he never picked up. I called his work and they said he left at 6:30 . . . so he finally gets home and says he phone turned off because he battery was low so he didn't know I called. He says he just drove around for 3 hours because he was stressed out and didn't want to come home. I'm trying to believe him and be supported but it's stuff like that that just makes me want to scream and beat him with a stick.