And a wonderfull one it is....

Self Honesty and Willingness to Change...the two keys to the double lock of any addiction.

Seeing things for what they are and committing to changing them...

By your confession you have turned one lock...

Your children deserve a Mother who doesn't crave anything,,,except maybe their Love...imagine being "under the influence" and one of them experienced an emergency..that scenerio happens every day...seriously,,every day..many times...a parent who fails miserably while "under the influence".

Then comes living with the shame...and that is a living hell...

You've done well in seeing this problem this early earthmama......

Keep going...solve it.

Love,

Lenny