i figure if i let his mom get to know me she might relax a little and realise i only want to be good to him.
his dad however....
he is unchangeable. he will never like me. he will always think im bad. its kind of depressing. i dont WANT to look bad because i dont want to do anything bad and i just want beav to be ok. iono. ill stick to trying to make his mom realise i would never want him to do what ive done to my arms and **** them up entirely. that would be awful. i do believe that his mother has a logical reason to distrust me, something beav said about someone she knew i cant remember. but thats fair enough you know? as long as shes openminded enough to try and accept that im not a cult ***** who wants him to commit suicide or hurt himself or anything else equally horrible.
ill see if i can work with them. or try. at least. i dont want to come across as the annoying know all kiddie who thinks they know best for my friend. yes i know alot, and i think i know what should happen to help him, but they would never accept advice from a 16 year old girl. who would? especially if they didnt know this kid.
its just incredibly frustrating as i feel like yet again, my age is letting me down. dont get me wrong i love being a kid. but its a PAIN to see something not going the way it should. simply because of typical human pride. pride annoys me. it gets in the way of things.
but im rambling now. so yeh.
thankyous guys