I don't have any hope for a future. I have no IRL friends and internet friends keep abandoning me. They all say they'll never leave me but it always happens, sooner or later, usually sooner. I want a man to love me but that's never gonna happen either. I don't want to go through life being alone. I'm tired of just going through the motions of life by myself. I'm lonely. All I want is to be loved. It's never gonna happen. I'm just unlovable, nobody wants me, especially men. I'm always being rejected and abandoned. It's always the same. I have no hope it's ever going to change. My heart is aching. I'm tired of it all. I just don't see the point of continuing to withstand rejection after rejection. I've gone over my limit. It's too much. I'm broken.