(((Foolish)))

Sweetie, I'm glad we met last night in chat. Our meeting told me a lot, and I would have to echo what everyone else here has said.

I think you are a very special person - you showed me last night you are also a caring person as well. I am glad we met, for one can never have too many friends.

I've found that life has a way of changing on us - maybe it is it's way of telling us not to take it for granted? I don't know.

Could I ask you about why you believe you can no longer talk with Jonny? What has changed between you two? And what about Erin? I looked back on your previous posts but didn't see anything about her. Tell us?

I did find something very positive in your post here tonight - You said, "I just realized that Valbends feels the same way as me, not really wanting to die". Just for you, and Valbends ... HUGS ... I mean really BIG HUGS! ((())) ... I want you both to live. I think this world is better because you do.

You are:
Nice ...
Sweet ...
Caring ...
Friendly ...
Lovable ...
Going to stop hurting yourself ...
Alive ...

And that my dear sweet friend - is reason enough to live, don't you think? As for all those things troubling you? Lets take them one at a time, deal with it, ans move on to the next one.

Me, I'm a firm believer in taking baby steps.

Your friend,
Sam