I'm 17, which I suppose sends off some red lights right there, and I've never had a real relationship. Last time I had a 'boyfriend' was my first and only time and I freaked out...I have no idea why. I got so anxious and ended up telling him I just couldn't do it and I was sorry.

There isn't any reason I can think of to not be ready for a relationship. It just bothers me so much how whenever I'm sober, I really have zero interest in guys or wanting to be with one. But then, when I'm drunk? It's like whatever I was keeping pent up inside me comes out. Maybe this is common, maybe not, but I guess thats what I'm asking so I can find out.