Hi Michelle and welcome to the boards. I think, it is a great first step to solving your problem. And way too often - that first step is always the hardest to take.

You stated you were 21, and working 2 jobs and going to school all at the same time. Wow! I tell you, that is still an icredible young age to have on your plate. Come to think of it, it's a lot to have going on at the same time regardless of one's age.

You need to rest some ... have some fun too and I'm sure it is hard to do all that while working 2 jobs and going to school too.

I think KV, LMo and Peanut have all gave some wonderful advice and I didto that. I would like to know more - about your jobs - your school (like, 2 year or 4 year) what you're majoring in and such.

And, after reading your post and reflecting on it some - I think just maybe - the person you're being the hardest on - is yourself.

And just for you ... (((Michelle))) ... I hope that helps some.

Sam