...in my mind .... so i am going to set it free ....

I wish my children and my husband would realise that, even though my parents are still alive, I have lost them for my own well being. I still grieve.

I miss them ... I dont know why but I do .... I have a deep pain, sometimes it comes into my throat, like I want to howl like a wolf ....... just to release it.

I just wish they would understand this ....

Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo